L e s . p a r a d i s . a r t i f i c i e l s [ c h p . 3 ]

Listening to: Disagree - The Enemy [ At The End Of The Day ]

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We haven't spoken for over two years,we both don't know what's been happening in each others lives.We used to be really close,but that aeon's ago.I know there's a lot of hurt between us, between all of us L ,S , J , A even myself, I'm starting to wonder if before i die,some surreal genius will think up a working time-machine,not for myself,I've made my peace,it's a two way thing,everyone keeps telling me i can't put the blame on myself,and yet how come it always feels like I'm the one to blame,nobody else seems to care,sometimes i wish i was more like them.i guess if i was,things would be a slightly different,for me especially.Took to many hits to the head when i was young,death,sadness,confusion, then when i was a teen came the rebelliousness,the wonderful letdown of friends and ones that were once loved,i guess nobody recovers from that.i wont go on...can't really think anymore.....

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- The Taste Of Freedom -