L e s . p a r a d i s . a r t i f i c i e l s [ c h p . 7 ] - c h a n g e

Listening to: TOOL - Eon Blue Apocolypse [ Lateralus ]

dont think.feel

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i havent written anything in a while,been busy looking for a job and wondering what im gonna do with my life.i've got 2 options,i could suck it up and just do anything that comes my way. or im just gonna curl up and die.im grimacing both.came back from a trip recently.actually just yesterday.....there were 5,and it was wrong from the get go.it just didnt feel right.it didnt fit.everything.it just didnt work.dont ask me.cause i was asking myself the same question....the whole time.but....to cut a long story short.I've got jane by myside now so im not to fucked aout how the others feel.or what the others think.im just not gonna do it anymore.i'll have to do it alone.thats the best.....so nobody gets hurt.no words exchanged.not glances given.....(the songs changed to TARANTULA HAWK - BURROW,it's a 45'' track,amazing progresive psychedelic dark ambient metal.....trust me).so yeah....Im on my own.....again.........

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